| Pardon me boy is that depression chochoooooo |
[Nov. 15th, 2009|10:47 pm] |
Dear microorganisms or high being:
Next time around ,could you make sure I get more of the manic and less of the depression I would be most appreciative and I am sure the people around me would too.
depression does not suck....it blows
and it sucks even more when you feel it creeping in while youre taking your nice hot shower.
can someone wave their fairy wand and make me a new person. This one isnt working out. |
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| Bastard |
[Oct. 12th, 2009|11:59 pm] |
so after being "forced" to get my hands on the new Rammstein Lp....
I have declared that the song Fruhling in Paris is what would happen if Chris Martin fucked Robert Smith in the ass and smacked Ian Curtis with his cum.
and girlmitzi agrees.....lol
other than that...it is a very good lp thus far. None of the grow on me songs. Far better than the poo that DM gave us( sorry martin and davey...love ya still though) |
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[Oct. 12th, 2009|08:44 pm] |
its cold here and i am not sure but i think i am looking forward to trustees later this week....
EEEEEEEK! |
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[Aug. 11th, 2009|10:34 am] |
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at work...bored. I should be writing a menu and doing orders but i dont want to. rather be home swimming or hanging with the munchkins...mmmmmdonuts!!! |
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[Jun. 18th, 2009|09:18 pm] |
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going for my DM related Tattoo on friday..wooohooo |
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| The world should forget me and move on |
[Jun. 1st, 2009|09:11 pm] |
The silky touch of the winds breath
Touched my body as i struggled through the scene laid before me
Its tassels grip me in a struggle i dare not push
My soul wishing for a tighter grip
To squeeze what remains of me
To give into whatever the wind wants
My breath at last sucked from me
As i slowly move the dance of the dead
I am whole with wind
At last |
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[Jun. 1st, 2009|11:30 am] |
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALAN!!!!
Your the sexiest 50 year old i know and a damn fine musician too...;)
 
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| A pound of flesh is all he wanted...I said here, have 50 lbs and leave me alone |
[May. 31st, 2009|10:59 pm] |
I am not in the mood to be a lifelong dieter.
How did i get to the point where i had to diet for a lifetime. fuckkkkk
but even sader, i feel really fecken good when i was 150.. I m not a beautiful girl..pretty maybe and thats just cause I have amazing eyes...really they do rock and being slimmer...(note i did not say thin...HAHAHA, like that will ever happen)
helps in my self esteem..which is pretty shot still after 13 years of dealing shit marriage.
So whin whin...blah blah. I want to go for a swim then have a beer.....Shelly grab your suit |
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| Stolen with love from brokenangelred |
[May. 30th, 2009|06:54 pm] |
The problem with LiveJournal...we all think we are so close, but really, we know nothing about each other.
So, I want you to ask me something you think you should know about me.
Something that should be obvious, but you have no idea about.
(or just anything at all you wanted to know! :D)
Ask away. Then post this in your LJ and find out what people don't know about you! |
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| HERE BLACKIE SWARM..HERE ..."MUCHIE MUCHIE" |
[May. 29th, 2009|12:20 am] |
FUCK CANCER shirts shall be forth coming to any DM fans who like to show Dave a bit of love....all courteous to the triple threat of girlmitz, MartinsNewTeeth and myself. Help yourselves and spread the love.
We are a hat trick, bitchs!!!! |
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| SO MANY MEN TO MESS WITH SO LITTLE TIME |
[Mar. 1st, 2009|06:06 pm] |
SO THERE MIGHT be a third leg of this so called TOUR OF THE UNIVERSE BY Depeche Mode...that would take them into 2010...
now wishful thinking will have me think that they could do a summer/spring tour in europe and my self and miss girlmitzi could double tag them with a Rammstein tour....oh this girl will dare to dream of encountering Till in a smoked filled bar and making him week in the knees....then again he is old and probably already week in the knees. |
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| stolen from the girlmitz |
[Dec. 28th, 2008|08:04 pm] |
1. What did you do in 2008 that you'd never done before?
Moved my kids away from their father, regained weight previously lost, ran a 5k in under 35 minutes and didnt pass out.
2. Did you keep your new year's resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
nope...more than likely
3. Did anyone close to you give birth?
Yeap.....Joachim and his partner Karen had a little girl and my brother and his wife had a little boy...at the sametime too
4. Did anyone close to you die?
no
5. What countries did you visit?
Canada...but that doesnt count
6. What would you like to have in 2009 that you lacked in 2008?
Less fatty ass, more time in the day and a new car...maybe a proper vacation
7. What date from 2008 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
April 1st...first day of new job
8. What was your biggest achievement of the
year?
Bringing my debt down and fighting my ex for custody of kids and winning
9. What was your biggest failure?
regining all the weight i worked really hard to lose and not asking for more money from new job...selling my talent short
10. Did you suffer any illness or injury?
i have a Zombie toe.
11. What was the best thing you bought?
Plasma 42 INCH tv....Just did it...and stuff for the kids
12. Whose behavior merited celebration?
my kids...they ddi well with not seeing me and now with the move a new school....good lads those two. And are still A students
13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed?
my resident directors, mine at times, GW's
14. Where did most of your money go?
Gasoline and paying debt down and Soccer
15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?
Having tons of time with the kids, finaly cooking and former place of employment closing...wooohoooo
16. What song will always remind you of 2008?
ABBA's Move On
17. Compared to this time last year, are you:
I. happier or sadder? happier
ii. thinner or fatter? fatter
iii. richer or poorer? not so much as richier but making a better wage
18. What do you wish you'd done more of?
worked out , cooking at home/cleaning the house, getting more music ,pending time with ma and da and friends
19. What do you wish you'd done less of?
spending money,procrastinating, eating
20. How will you be spending Christmas?
with the kids and mike opening tons of presents from mom and da
21. Which concerts did you go to?
NONE!!!!!..OH WAIT i WENT TO DUNCAN's XMAS hoiday concert..he plays the trumpet.
22. Did you fall in love in 2008?
I have been in love since 1994...thank you
23. How many one-night stands?
nope
24. What was your favorite TV program?
Dirty Jobs, Mythbusters, Top Chef , Doctor Who, lots of TLC shit, Deadliest Catch, The Office, 30 Rock
25. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?
Dont hate...just dislike!
26. What was the best book you read?
The History of Food
27. What was your greatest musical discovery
The Apples in Stereo
28. What did you want and get?
Ipod radio thingy...got two of the actually and a food processor
29. What did you want and not get?
a vacation......
30. What
was your favorite film of this year?
Cj and i really liked Dark Knight but my fav movie....hummmmmm Frost / Nixon and Boy A
31. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?
I am 37 and i worked...like i always do then my folks came in and we had a little dinner.
32. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
Time and money which would have allowed me to go on vacation...
33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2008?
Washed and doesnt show my fat rolls
34. What/Who kept you sane?
My parents, the mike , Shelly ,Galyn and my kids
35. Which
celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
Jeffrey Dean Morgan...MMMMMMMMM and Till Lindemann /Alan Wilder.....i heart older men
36. What political issue stirred you the most?
The war in Iraq and the economic situation...fine and danady to give the car indusrty a hefty hand out but what about the people that are getting laid off right and left or food prices going through the roof.
37. Who did you miss?
Shelly, Bruce, Fiona and my parents
38. Who was the best new person you met?
Galyn, Stacey and staff at Baruch College
39. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2008.
Dont let your own fears of stepping on toes keep you from doing what you know needs to be done
40. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year:
If I explore the heavens, or if I search inside. Well, it really doesn't matter as long as I can tell myself
I've always tried |
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| I will burn my bra if you shut your vagina |
[Feb. 18th, 2008|11:53 pm] |
when did women get all uppity about stupid shit???
i refer you to a statement i made to amale friend of mine in where i said to him and u quote myself:
"if you were not already happily married, i would ask your dad for your hand in marriage."
A response i got was...can we stop with the "ask your father for your hand" stuff because no women needs permission to do anything.
mind you this was in a thread about the band curve and a newly discovered cd of music from the singer Toni Holiday.
for the love of all that is fuckin holy..LIGHTING THE FUCK UP!!!!!
if i told the person i thought all women should just stay home, give birth, and please thier spouse....sure...get your panties twisted.
"growls" |
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| Nic Cage is a hairy motherfuck |
[Feb. 15th, 2008|11:46 pm] |
Is it sad to adore a person from a far because of thier musical tastes????
other news....i have found a renewed love for cooking....i NEED to be backin a real kitchen. |
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| Snow bunny..is not my middle name |
[Dec. 17th, 2007|01:01 am] |
Blah...winter storm was boring...snow yes.But not whati call a storm.I have to work in the morning so a bust in my eyes..lol.
in other non related stupidity...got sassed by a "customer" who said i had bad phone etiquette.She called twice ..once wherei answered her questioned and the second a minute later where she told me i had abad phone etiquette and didnt believe me that there was no one above me..ie a manager,,,i am it. The guys who own the place dont give two bits. They care about /$$$.
I dont even know what i said to make her mad(i wasnt rude or swearing to her either time). But really...if a chick on the phone from a fast foodplace upsets you enough then you need a vacation.
only people that i get snarly with are telemarketers that call back afteri have told them not to.. or debit collectors who wont let me speak when i am trying to explain to them something.
what got me is that when i asked who she was she said i would know. I hate idol threats.Mind you all she could do is write a letter to the owners or call the health department...not that huge of a deal..since we are a clean place and always pass.
People are really odd during the holidays.
lucky for me... my lunch crowd were super great...and we were busier than expected.
Almost got hit by a car on friday when i was turning and a car next to me deceided they needed to be in my lane and didnt like it that i blew my horn at them then they thought it be swell if they try to run into my left side.
WOOHOOOO...ppl are fab!!!
oh and i have carpal tunnel and i just got my period....
i rock.
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| you suck...but my vacum sucks better |
[Sep. 23rd, 2007|10:35 pm] |
i am bored.
Like to give big love out to girlmitzi the tropperish of troopers for staying at the editors gig while not smacking a few twats in the head , all the awhile her toothy throbbed. At a girly.
Also...she is the reason i have been able to stay on track with my "diet" she and i are both struggling right now.Last week i was in tears and wanted to just give up and she perked me up. and i hope i have done the same for her.
oh...you didnt know i had lost weightand so had she huh??? suckers!!!! we are both doing great...i dare say HOT. but ithink we are going to hibernate and emerge in the spring.
seriously i need a huge greasy hamburger and fries with a shake.
i havent had ice cream in 4 months MTF//LOl...not reallly.
anyhoo...i am still 36...still have a bf and two kids, still work as a manager of a texmex place.
i miss real cooking.
Shelly....win the lotto so i can be your personal chef.
me and the boys and yes, cj is almost as tall as me at 12 years old.
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[Jul. 26th, 2007|06:39 pm] |
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its good to be 4 years away from 40. |
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